Before something happens to drive the wedge in even deeper? Yeah, I do. Look, when I broke up with Rayne, it was ugly and she wouldn't talk to me afterward. Then there was a flood a few months later and she -

[Breathe in, breathe out.]

Something happened. And I didn't speak to her for over a year. I lost her as a friend, as anything, and I -- don't want that to happen again. Even if we decide after we talk that there's nothing salvageable here, then fine. But I want to be able to know that we talked.