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[gotgreenmagic]

[Filtered to friends. If your relationship with Shego isn't actively antagonistic, you're on here. So's Kirk. :V ]

I'm fine.

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Hate to say it, but the Time Nerd's got a point.  I don't think Joker really gets retributive justice, so if anybody's thinking about it?  Don't do anything to him on my account.  Seriously, I hate to be here discouraging violence, but don't. He'll just get off on knowing he got to you.

Kirk's not gonna let me have visitors for, like, the entirety of the foreseeable future, so if you've got anything to say to me then say it here, I guess. 

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(frozen comment) [Private] If I can ever count Shego's uses of the F-word on both hands I will feel very bad :c

[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

Maybe I don't want to talk about it.

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[mightymorbid]

Yeah. Because that's worked in the past.

How in blazes did he even get the drop on you? You're better than that.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I am.

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[mightymorbid]

So what happened?

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

Come on. You're smarter than this, sunshine. We agree I'm faster, smarter and all-round better than Joker. And I knew he was gunning for me. But he killed me anyway. Which means what?

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[mightymorbid]

Wait, you let him win?

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

[Voice function purely for the purpose of golf claps.]

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[mightymorbid]

[mightily controlled tone]

I believe this is the part where I get to say you had absolutely no right to laugh at me over what happened with Akio.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

No, I actually still think I do.

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[mightymorbid]

Wrong, because if you want to talk about stupid, then suicide trumps all.

What could possibly have been so bad that you couldn't find a better solution?

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

Suicide lasts a week on the outside. Your thing with Ohtori lasted eight months. And I still don't want to talk about it.

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[mightymorbid]

First off, you don't know the first thing about what went on with him or for how long, so shut your damn mouth about it and don't open it again until you're better educated. You have no right.

The death toll doesn't make what you did "better" by any stretch of the imagination. Do you want to be dead? Or helpless? What? What was so important that you had to devalue yourself to the point that you'd let someone you hated take what was yours from you?

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

Shut my damn mouth? Okay.

[Yep that's about a thousand times easier than talking about this.]

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[mightymorbid]

Next time I hope he leaves you dead.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

...

Are you really going to make this all about you? About something that's been old news for almost two months, involving someone who isn't even here any more?

Do you want me to have to come out and say it? Fine, here goes: No, I didn't know what it was like to feel so completely, utterly trapped and miserable that it seems rational to resort to something any levelheaded person could see was idiotic. If I was dealing with you then, knowing what I do now? No, I wouldn't have said what I had to you.

But am I going to retroactively apologize for being a hypocrite? No.

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[mightymorbid]

I wasn't talking about me, you tw

So it just completely flew past you that that last bit had nothing to do with me and everything to do with what you did to yourself.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

As far as I'm concerned, your previous comment is making it really difficult for me not to throw you down a set of stairs the next time I see you. If that's your conclusion on this topic then fine, but don't expect me to wanna discuss it any further.

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[mightymorbid]

So you do something completely idiotic and it surprises you when people get angry at you for it.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

When your last word on the subject was going to be 'next time I hope he leaves you dead'? Yeah, honestly, I hadn't expected that.

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[mightymorbid]

Because I was angry.

And I still am.

...I might have said I'd let myself die just to prove a point in the past but that never meant I'd actually do it.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

Congratulations. You want the moral high ground? Go for it. I won't stop you.

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[mightymorbid]

Yes, because it's always about trying to be better than you at something, Shego.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

That's kind of how you're making it sound.

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[mightymorbid]

No, that's how you made it sound, after I made a flippant remark about not wanting to hear criticism about something stupid I'd done, now that this had come up, and you decided it was more important to argue the point. And then you were suddenly taking it as me "retroactively" demanding an apology.

I don't demand apologies from you. Even when you are ridiculously, unabashedly wrong. Because I already know it's pointless.

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[gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com]

Fine. So what did you actually want out of this conversation? Because I can't tell.