gotgreenmagic: (aargh you nerds)
Shego ([personal profile] gotgreenmagic) wrote2011-10-16 02:33 am

89 - Voice

[Intended to be private to Kirk, but is of course completely public. TYVM BARGE.]

[This is posted in the early hours of the morning - four or five AM. Shego's voice is hoarse and whispery - she sounds completely unlike herself. And she's freaking out a bit. A lot.]

I. You. You need to -

- I don't know, I know there isn't anything, I -

- you need to do something. Help me - kill me - I don't care, I am not doing this again, I can't, I won't -

[There's a screech of static and the line cuts out.]

[OOC: What's going on here? She's suffering two death tolls at once - being decapitated by Buffy, and the horrible uber-Death Toll suffered by those who ventured into the engine room during the Dead In The Water event last year. Which was so bad that she pretty much committed suicide-by-Joker for the sake of a hard reset. It didn't work. I....needed to break out the big guns to get through her foot-thick layer of apathy. :V

Edit: As of a couple of days after this has been posted, it and all replies to it have been retroactively made private.  People who replied to it can still see it, but nobody else.]
darknessb4me: (noble)

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[personal profile] darknessb4me 2011-10-16 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're serious, I can reset you.

[Pretty matter-of-fact. He does it to himself enough, is not a big thing.]

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[identity profile] gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com 2011-10-16 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I -

[good lord this is too tempting BUT NO WE'RE NOT GONNA BE CRAZY]

I don't think it'll work.
darknessb4me: (regards you)

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[personal profile] darknessb4me 2011-10-16 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Disappointed, even though he shouldn't be. He hasn't killed anything in months. He keeps his voice reassuring.]

Alright.

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[identity profile] gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com 2011-10-16 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
...

Thanks, though. Last time, I would've...

Yeah.
darknessb4me: (silent)

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[personal profile] darknessb4me 2011-10-16 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a tool. Not one that's acceptable in the outside world, but that isn't where we are now.

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[identity profile] gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com 2011-10-16 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I get it. Believe me, I get it. But it didn't work last time I tried it.