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Shego ([personal profile] gotgreenmagic) wrote2011-10-16 02:33 am

89 - Voice

[Intended to be private to Kirk, but is of course completely public. TYVM BARGE.]

[This is posted in the early hours of the morning - four or five AM. Shego's voice is hoarse and whispery - she sounds completely unlike herself. And she's freaking out a bit. A lot.]

I. You. You need to -

- I don't know, I know there isn't anything, I -

- you need to do something. Help me - kill me - I don't care, I am not doing this again, I can't, I won't -

[There's a screech of static and the line cuts out.]

[OOC: What's going on here? She's suffering two death tolls at once - being decapitated by Buffy, and the horrible uber-Death Toll suffered by those who ventured into the engine room during the Dead In The Water event last year. Which was so bad that she pretty much committed suicide-by-Joker for the sake of a hard reset. It didn't work. I....needed to break out the big guns to get through her foot-thick layer of apathy. :V

Edit: As of a couple of days after this has been posted, it and all replies to it have been retroactively made private.  People who replied to it can still see it, but nobody else.]

[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-10-17 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Jim stood up after her, offering her a hand to grab onto if she got too unstable. "We can go take a nap or something first if you want."

[identity profile] gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com 2011-10-17 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
She scowled in his general direction, ignoring the hand even though she kinda needed it.

"Kirk, I'm not sleeping until the Death Toll passes. If that's a week, then it's a week. Just...make your peace with that now."
Edited 2011-10-17 17:59 (UTC)

[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-10-17 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Jim scowled at her for that, because not sleeping would just make it worse he figured, if you discounted any nightmares but he supposed that he wouldn't drug her to force her to sleep.

"Fine. But I'm not apologizing if you do fall asleep and I didn't wake you up."

[identity profile] gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com 2011-10-17 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"Deal." She straightened and swayed alarmingly for a moment before finding her balance.

[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-10-17 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Am I allowed to keep you from falling over?"

[identity profile] gotgreenmagic.livejournal.com 2011-10-17 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"No, I'm good." Ask again in a few days. She shoved her hands in her pockets and started heading back towards the CES entrance.